December 2010
What is commitment?
Making college my bitch since..uh 2010.

buuuuuut it’s cold outside (9 degrees with wind chill), I’m in my pajamas and I’m really tired. Not happening.

It took a lot to get me to this place today. I’ve been to hell and back in the past 4 months, and it has taken an insurmountable will to keep me here and keep me going. It took a very insightful friend who was going through a sort of personal crisis himself to make me realize how comfortable I’ve become in just sitting in normalcy for awhile.
That’s never been me. I’m not the one to be complacent; I’m the go-getter, the person who is always two steps ahead of herself, who isn’t happy with being average. I started college with tunnel vision; I knew exactly what I wanted to achieve and what I wanted to get out of my college experience. When I was met with many unforeseen obstacles and setbacks, I allowed myself some time to “adjust” to my new life. Unfortunately, I just became adjusted to allowing complacency play a large role in my life. I can’t sit here and allow other people to take responsibility for my personal happiness, or success, or sense of self-worth.
I got myself here, I’ll get myself out.
It took a lot to get me to this place today. I’ve been to hell and back in the past 4 months, and it has taken an insurmountable will to keep me here and keep me going. It took a very insightful friend who was going through a sort of personal crisis himself to make me realize how comfortable I’ve become in just sitting in normalcy for awhile.
That’s never been me. I’m not the one to be complacent; I’m the go-getter, the person who is always two steps ahead of herself, who isn’t happy with being average. I started college with tunnel vision; I knew exactly what I wanted to achieve and what I wanted to get out of my college experience. When I was met with many unforeseen obstacles and setbacks, I allowed myself some time to “adjust” to my new life. Unfortunately, I just became adjusted to allowing complacency play a large role in my life. I can’t sit here and allow other people to take responsibility for my personal happiness, or success, or sense of self-worth.
I got myself here, I’ll get myself out.